92 BOA: My Turn to Be Silly

Remember how I ranted about people getting caught up in the silly superficials? Well, yesterday at my study group meeting, I found myself saying, "I've been wondering whether to wear a skirt suit or a pants suit." We were three women and one man. Naturally, it was the guy who answered. "I'd say skirt suit." I looked down at his legs. I couldn't help myself! He was wearing long khaki shorts. His legs looked strong, healthy (a bit hairy, but that's okay). "Good idea," I said. "Suits you." I couldn't help myself! He was great about it.

I have got some of the best study partners on the planet. When I walk out of a practice session with them, I feel both humbled and enervated. I'm aware of my weaknesses, but also somehow strengthened and emboldened. I can do this, I tell myself. Each one of these people can do this. I think it's just the fact that I can be counted among such a group of talented and giving people. That's already enough to blow me away.

I'd be happy and proud to serve along with any one of them, and I wish them each the best, the very best.